Lost soul

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Over the past few days, my attitude towards life changed drastically. I smile little and frown more, i laugh less and cry more. But all this is not without reason. There are certain facts about life that i recently accepted. It’s just that I’m having a tough time adjusting coping with them. People say I have changed to a grumbling person. But not even one of them bothered to ask the actual reasons. I was forced by circumstances to be way I’m now. There are certain truths about life, after reaching a certain limit, it just can be overlooked. I know that I’m surrounded by diplomatic people who actually are backstabbers under the MASKS OF INNOCENCE.. I know I can’t be at the top anymore. I know that I can’t regain anymore.. The things which i was lost. I just want to go back to past and set things right, provided I get a second chance. There are people whom I have hurt. There are people whom i want to kick out of my life. I know these are not enough to justify the new me. Iam not like this always. Life does give me reason to smile a lot. But some days, I break. All the held back tears, mixed with frustration and grief, break free. On such days, I wonder what went wrong. I wonder why I did the things I shouldn’t and why I never did the things I should have done.

Not many people know how to fake a smile!
Not many people out there are dual faced!

Smiling is not as easy as it is, it’s not just the lips, but it involves the heart. The most beautiful smiles are the ones that struggle through tears…
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Published by Akila Nagarajan

A gypsy soul in search of life's magic moments and wish to be capturing them either in a frame or painted with words..

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